(((((((((((((((((((((((Moonkin))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Depression can be so hard. It can take away things you love to do as they seem to lose their attraction. I am sure it is not helping that you have not seen your T for a few weeks. I hope that your relationship grows in a positive manner with your new T. Maybe you can call your Pdoc about your meds as they may offer you some relief. Please take care.

BB