Also, I realized I got preoccupied with the loss and stopped eating, lacked sleep, didn't like to. Go out alone . I feel better when I'm round other people, my situation is my coworkers. I keep busy-or rather-try to forget by being a workaholic. Don't know if I'm avoiding facing my fears or doing the right thing. I got a day off days ago, and I'm back into this depressive state I can't get out of , I need a genuine hug