To All Of The Friends Above and Those That Read

I'm too displaced to go into specifics. Basically, everyone inside feels they have been rejected, abandoned, and mislead ~ So now they won't trust. The Protector has locked everyone behind a barrier and it's very lonely and hurtful without them. My T did something that was within his boundaries (there is no ethical concern - icky that was hard to write but necessary). But it left everyone feeling like they are just another client and felt rejected as a person which is what always happens (I know, All-or-Nothing).

Daisy is so upset that she hid George (her stuffy that replaced the one bad dad took away) and hid George away and I have no idea where it is. She is afraid someone will take George too. She's also afraid that T doesn't like her anymore because she trusted him and now she thinks it's because he knows about the bad stuff. Daisy "ran away" and it's very lonely without her. She and I are "co-operating" and I feel my inner child is gone.

The Protector is really mad because he warned T but T convinced him it would be okay.

T said I presented as I did the first session but was confident that we would all get through this.

There are lots of barriers put back up, shielding everyone from further hurt. It's strange how empty I feel without that chaos of the others being around. I DON'T LIKE IT!

And things have really been falling into place, lately. Sure there are bad days but thriving is what we have mostly been doing and it's been good. Now I'm up against a really big wall and I don't have any rope (

SBD