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Originally Posted by ozzy1313
I never had really happy times, mine was dx because of all my ups and downs (but not really happy ups). I would have lots of rage and impulsive/risky/negative behaviors. My moods were uncontrollable. The only positive hypo was when I was super productive and did things like paint the house house in a week.
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Oh I definitely had some risky moments as well. I spent so much money I eventually had to file for bankruptcy among other crazy things I did in my early twenties. And my moods were bad!! I would be so irritable and angry sometimes. I've ruined many friendships because of it. The happiness is what I've noticed since I've been on the mood stabilizer. And when I was reckless and drank regularly when I was on previous cocktails, again in my early twenties.