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Originally Posted by Jan1212
Also, I realized I got preoccupied with the loss and stopped eating, lacked sleep, didn't like to. Go out alone . I feel better when I'm round other people, my situation is my coworkers. I keep busy-or rather-try to forget by being a workaholic. Don't know if I'm avoiding facing my fears or doing the right thing. I got a day off days ago, and I'm back into this depressive state I can't get out of , I need a genuine hug
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I have been like this too. Other times in the past when I was sad, I actually liked being around other ppl, bcuz it was a great distraction but now I cant handle being around other ppl. I often feel 'trapped' in conversations like I wouold rather not be having them. I dont want to do therapy either. Ive done it years ago and just dont believe in it. My best friend saw probably one of the top psychologists in LA, for maybe 5 years? Probably paid him a million dollars and she still wasnt OK. She went on medication and a year later, shes doing much better. I dont know about therapy... Its good to vent but in the long term I dont like it. Im sorry you are also going through this
Is it that you dont know the truth or were you accused of being the villain while being innocent?