Oh, I'm still thinking about you and admiring the strength you have for getting through this very very hard time!

I'm glad the majority of the time is now behind you--yay!!

You can do it... you ARE doing it! This reminds me of times when I am in despair and convinced that I can't take care of myself...the thought pesters me and causes me much grief.. then I realize that the whole time I am in despair and grief about it... I actually AM taking care of myself!

Going back will feel odd only for a very short time, then the warm enjoyable familiarity will come back and you'll feel sooo good.

(((( hugs )))) keep up the great work getting through this rough time... it will pass.