Thank you everyone, and AlwaysChanging - you were not long winded at all. The time you took and saying what you said was really...comforting!

I have T today and I'm scared to go. Whether I should bring up last session or wait to see if she does. I have one specific other who is excited to talk. And others who are totally shrinking away and almost screaming. I don't know who is going to start.

Probably the "shell". That's what I call me. Or a robot. The face. If that makes sense.

Sigh. Some parts are so hurt.