I was abandoned by both my parents my mom emotionally and physically and my dad physically was absent. I suffered all types of abuse, neglect, and I was unsafe with her and her boyfriend. I tried to protect my younger sister and brother but was unable to protect either of us. I still suffer today with PTSD from the abuse and treatment and its rather overwhelming. I feel so abandoned, unloved and rejected by them and now every relationship I'm in I feel so sad and hurt. I miss the love I never had and I'm always chasing it only to get the same results its a dark path with no direction. I feel swelled up with hurt and anger to no end.