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I'm sorry for posting when I don't know what I expect. I just feel so drained. I'm so tired. Soul-tired. I don't know if I can differentiate actual emotional crises, the kind that warrant immediate attention, from just plain laziness anymore. I shut off at random times and for the life of me can't switch myself back on until I do so naturally. Usually the next day. But that's not conducive to high school. That's not conducive to life. I need to fix myself, and I know very well that I can't. But I can't get help. And so here I am, stuck, and too tired to find my way out.
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"Do not be deceived, Wormwood. Our cause is never more in danger than when a human, no longer desiring, but still intending, to do our Enemy's will, looks round upon a universe from which every trace of Him seems to have vanished, and asks why he has been forsaken, and still obeys." -CS Lewis, the Screwtape Letters
Teen with (probably severe) depression
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