i mean im not like a normal person. and when i try to be it comes off as awkward. i redo my youtube videos so they sound normal. everyone makes fun of me because i say "um" and "but" 50 million times and pause for forever to think. my sister went out of her way to make fun of that. its partially anxiety when i do that and pause for long periods of time. im thinking.

i sound the most normal over forums i think because i can erase what i say. and the pauses arent there.