No motivation to type...

No hope
No life
Just pain
And fear

No food
No love
Just greed
Is here

Taking meds as prescribed because everything goes bad when I don't. I want to do well in life. I didn't drink this year except on the fishing trip. Haven't smoked since the hospital and fishing trip. can't believe how fast time is going. At the moment, it's a cigarette in the morning or coffee break.

There was a delay and so my psychologist/psych nurse will drive to where I live and give the injection which he's going to do from now on.

From previous experience, I predict that I'll be much better in a week. So much better like I was two weeks ago.