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Originally Posted by nottrustin
How do you want her to , some of the things that you would liked to be changed can't. Since they can't be changed them the way you them it is a matter of learning to deal with it. However if you feel changing your thought process is a waste of time what do you think WILL HELP?
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There is nothing wrong with my thought process. It's based on my previous personal experiences. Being repeatedly given instructions to ignore my past experiences is not going to happen. I am NOT going to repeat patterns that don't work because a T wants me to think otherwise. I am not going to change my values because a T thinks I should take more "chances" when previous behavior proved disastrous.
Just because you can't change something does not mean that you should accept a lifestyle that you don't like or want. I have experienced so much repeated abuse from being gay both in and outside of the gay community that I have lost all interest in life. The religious lies, the prejudice, the hurtful people, the shallow lifestyle - I'm better locking myself in my apartment and not coming out.