You don't need money looks or fabulousness to socialize with others. If you do want to socialize. You might enjoy solitude and it's ok too.

Do you have hobbies or interests like anything? Do you read or write or play music or collect something?

So you are intellectual, that's good. Well there are many other intellectuals out there. You are not alone. In fact if you are intellectual you most likely have things you are interested in? Politics? History? Philosophy?

Also where do you live? Must be very conservative community that you are being so heavily mistreated as gay. I know many gay people in two different countries and they are doing ok. I am not saying there is no discrimination but they are comfortable in day to day life

Yes people do like platonic friendships. You don't think people sleep with their friends do you? People do have platonic friends or social groups. Did you try meetup? When you socialize with others I doubt they would even care if you are asexual or not. I found social groups in meetup and they never wondered about my sex life.

I think your t just wants you be more positive

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