i dont have much to say about this at the moment but... i can say that i feel for u... i had a few identity crises in my life, but not exactly what one would expect out of them... so they definitely werent as mindbreaking as some... but the emotions i felt with them were very real, which made me feel bad...

this is something im still battling with... not so much being hurt by it anymore, because its finally over, but learning to understand and accept something specific that i had learned...

i have nothing but love for u, and everyone else in this forum...

hope u find ur answers, whether from someones insights, or from within...