Well. I never felt loved by my mother, no hugs, cuddles, kisses or comfort. She broke my heart.
How l longed for a mother.

I now know why I never felt loved by her, simple, harsh truth is. She didn't love me!

Its a fact that is hard to take on board but once l'd accepted the truth, after a period of grief I felt better, better than carrying on with the pretense.

I mean, if you don't feel the love, maybe that's because it just ain't there.