I avoid revealing myself as much as possible to them, so I'm not even sure how I could be accountable to them.

I mean, I'm accountable in terms of paying, being on time, stuff like that. But beyond that? Not sure. Being accountable would suggest they matter enough to me that I don't want to disappoint them, and I don't think that's the case. Maybe it should be. I dunno.

Hey, did you go swimming?