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Originally Posted by atisketatasket
I avoid revealing myself as much as possible to them, so I'm not even sure how I could be accountable to them.
I mean, I'm accountable in terms of paying, being on time, stuff like that. But beyond that? Not sure. Being accountable would suggest they matter enough to me that I don't want to disappoint them, and I don't think that's the case. Maybe it should be. I dunno. 
Hey, did you go swimming? |
Swam tuesday, walked yesterday, gonna swim today.
I could not be accountable to my parents - they were crazy people, and they just werent interested! Like now you asking me if i went swimming - they would not have paid attention to me like that. My mother even told my first h that i used to come home from school and tell her about this boy or that, did she remember, and she would just say yes even if she didnt - and that now it was his turn, good bye and good luck! Kinda harsh.
I am surprised that i even would allow myself to make this deal. I think it has to do with my mother dying this summer, that i even have the freedom to do it. And its not really about being accountable to t - its about being accountable to myself. We both realize that. At this point, its just a way of opening up the dialogue. Before, yeah i was still being accountable to my mother. Dont have too much fun.