If Im honest I want to die.
If he hugs me he feels like I destroy him, if he doesn't I feel like he destroys me.
Why cant it be part of therapy, why, why other Ts think it is part of therapy. Yeah I know this question has no answer. I won;t leave him just because he doesnt hug me anymore but it hurts like hell and it seems we cant go through this, we always stuck there.
I think his damned supervisor is guilty for telling him he is bad T if he hugs me. I really wanted to kill him, I know I was mad, I mean kill his supervisor.