Destroying emotionally, making him desperate, making him feel like a bad T, making him feel guilty. I told him he is not bad or guilty but he feels like this because of hugging me. I said his hugs always helped me so much but he said it wasn't therapy and it destroys therapy.
I think the problem is his thinking, he thinks that hugs were something bad, his supervisor told him it is, he believes in him more then in me. Maybe his damned supervisor blames him. I know he talked to him, he told me.
He always was so happy, he always smiled, I would never thought he felt that bad.