Dear G, once every 2 weeks is not enough. I feel so empty. I wasn't able to communicate to you how that fight with my mom drained me. I have nothing in me to give. I'm operating on a deficit. I know I need to establish life-giving relationships, and I know you have been trying to encourage me to do that, but I don't know how. I feel so broken and empty. How do I establish mutual friendships when there is nothing left in me to give? And where can I go to meet people who are safe? Church doesn't feel like a safe place anymore and I am so much older than most of the students at uni. How do I meet people I can share my heart with? How do I trust again after so much betrayal?