<font color="#000088">I really don't see it as being a choice not to have a sex drive. I'd rather have one! I do like it, when I'm in a relationship that is intimate. I just don't seem to have the ability to get in the mood, if you know what I mean!
So I'm never the one in the relationship to initiate the sexual behavior. I just do it when he feels like doing it. Because I never feel like doing it! That's the problem! But I do enjoy it when we do get intimate,well, if he knows what he's doing,and is good at it! lol....
So it's really not a concious choice I'm making, not to have a sex drive. If I could choose, I would rather choose to have one! I think it probably does stem from the extensive childhood abuse I went through. I still haven't been able to deal with it. It was pretty bad. I may not even be able to have children because of the severity of it! So that might be the reason. It's possible! </font>