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Originally Posted by samj40
I feel like I'm a fraud.
The thing is, I'm DFAB and currently IDing as non-binary/androgyne.
But it doesn't feel right. Ever since I can remember, I've always thought of myself as male. It caused me a LOT of grief when I was growing up. But I feel like a 'fake' because I have absolutely no desire to be hypermasculine or even traditionally masculine. I enjoy 'feminine' things and expressing my femininity. Physically, I do all I can to appear male, I bind, shave my head and I've stopped removing facial hair.
I wish to be seen and treated as male, but my interests and personality are typically feminine and I have no desire to be any different.
To make things even more fun, despite my femininity, I consider myself a straight man.
My doctors blow me off constantly because I don't present as masculine and I'm 'confused', although I'd LOVE to start hormones and get top surgery. I may be feminine personality wise, but I suffer from really bad dysphoria when it comes to my body.
Ugh, am I really just a confused fake? Or is this actually a valid ID?
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Hi I know what you are going through this is the same for me (almost )if people could except a boy with doing girly things that would be awesome and me to if I could be a girl I probably would and yes this is a valid ID there is just no gender for it yet
closes (<Bad spelling) thing I could find is demigirl/boy.