I've been in pain and on the verge of tears for almost a week now. I know you're not leaving yet, but you are and I am devastated. I don't want to see you on Monday, and I don't want you to touch me or look at me. Don't make it harder than it already is. I know you'll tell me you're coming back, and I can call if I need anything but that doesn't make it any easier. Maybe I'll cancel.