Hi everyone. It seems like everything triggers me. Enviroment..situations...thoughts...people...events...relations...what's on tv...it's so crazy.

Is this normal? One minute I'm this then in a second I'm that...I can tell (aware??) when who is up but have no control...but become who's up...

Conversations bring changes. Someone asks me about my day...then the other that did the day steps up...then another person asks me about interior design, then another steps up...now we're in a club or bar...then we go shopping!!!

It's so mind numbing. It's like my day becomes a mush mash of lights and sound but no concrete memory...

When I get home and sit on my sofa that I'm able to decompress and relax that I now realize that the day is done...and it's like a blank. It's like I just got here.

We switch mid sentence often... Like now I feel like I'm ready to invade the Amazon. We will kill...

Commercial.. We are okay.

I'm ready for sleep. People trigger me...certain people get certain egos. Leggo my ego.....

It's a lifetime. I'm like 27... But we look 47 in the most wrong way (no secret...it's like so wrong).

It's like we are the same but all different. My mom is in the next room...but I feel she's not...it's so confusing...what's going on here.

I've got work to do tomorrow, I can't stay up much later.

I feel we have a switching problem ...

I mean, as an elder, according to normalness...this isn't normal.

My nails look like crap...I need a manicure. I'm waiting to everyone to go to sleep so that I can work on them because for some reason they think I'm weird to do my nails...wait till they get a girlfriend...

Fck..like we are connected but different. I'll give it that. Like I care my nails are perfect...but it's really nice..,Go Broncos!

My partner has another beee'er! . Too bad she's not a lesbian, or we would have so much fun!!!

Okay, it's been an hour or so so far and this is a little hard to swallow for me...but. Feel choked up..

They won't let me paint color on my nails but not high gloss to make them shiny.

It's better than nothing...even though a light pink would look great, but...

At least I Epilator my arms and legs..they're so soft and smooth.

Ugh. Denvers losing. See what I got to put up with? No wonder we watch 3 movies at a time.

There welcome to our world. We know that there are others...and boy is it annoying.

Now the kid is being a deck. I'm trying so hard to be nice and walk away. It's turned into abusive kid.

I'm hungry.

We just ate...can I fix you something? Ummmmmmm..Burger King.

Not

Then no

This is stupid recording our thoughts, whose running this?

Ugh...gross beer.

Well I cooked an awesome dinner...fix your own.

My leg itches
I'm hungry

Cheese sandwiches coming up! Brb