Well , its been about 3 weeks now and i still cant wrap my head around it , i find the depressed state comes in surges usually in evening and when im working around her ,. i just get that anxious feeling hate it , been having hallucinations lately as , and dreaming about her .. everything i do reminds me of her i cant even listen to music that gives me memories of her and unfortunate they are my favorite songs ,, It is usual to get all this after 3 weeks ?



This song relates to me somewhat .