Dear T

I'm so nervous to see you. It's has been such a long time since I last saw you and that makes it even harder to go see you. I just don't want to talk. There didn't really happen a lot this past month. I have been feeling very bad, but that just is because life sucks. Ans I'm afraid to tell you that I'm doing worse than 4 weeks ago.
Well, I think I should get ready to go to you.