My t is pissing me off right now. Now she says she doesn't want me talking about my parents or my brother at all anymore and to only talk about myself and what I'm going to do to change things. I already told her what my plans are for finding another apartment with a W/D and to keep applying for new jobs, but I feel like she doesn't believe me. I told her I don't feel like she thinks I"m trying or that I'm really as sick as I am. I'm preoccupied with my parents right now because I need more money and it's upsetting to know they'd rather help a lying drug addict than their sick child. I feel like I'm doing the best that I can to get thru every day, but no one believes me. I'm trying to focus on my life, but it's hard to move forward when you're sick and you have bills piling up and you can't pay them down. I'm too sick to go out and make new friends, so most weekends I"m at home alone. I've been working on craft projects, but now I can't afford more supplies until I get paid again next week.

I feel like my t isn't going to be happy with anything I do unless I totally cut my family off like she wants me to. I can't afford to do that. I thought therapists were supposed to help you learn how to deal with challenges in life, not get mad at you because you're not doing what they want you to.