This is triggering for me too. A long time ago, I donated to the Mental Pollution drive fund and didn't get access to the Supporter's Forum. I thought maybe I didn't donate enough. I think maybe it was because I didn't write that it was Greenleaves that donated? I dunno.

I forgot about it until Doc John mentioned it again for the Fayerody Drive. Then I got majorly triggered that I was excluded since anyone who donates get access and I didn't get access.

I'm not sure what this means, but yeah exclusion hurts. Even though I have access now I still get triggered when I read about exclusion. So yeah, I'm still kind of upset about this even though I have access now.