i dont even have motivation to comb my hair or take a shower. its just everything feels like a chore. you know?

i say idk whats wrong with me but i do. i just dont know whether this is the meds or the illness. but its not me because i didnt used to be like this. i remember in high school taking a shower every single day and putting on makeup every single day and fixing my hair which was colored in pink and blue and just straightening it everyday to perfection.

this really makes me sad truly.