I feel like the more I discovery about 'different parts of myself' and the more I talk out loud to my team (yes team it's very sad how low I've sunk) the more I try and talk about it, the crazier I feel.

Any one else get like this. How do you so openly talk about it. Things I've mentioned have been that I have more kid parts, a small adult (age of the body) part, and a co-conscience that is 16 and she is the one that makes a lot of the stupid decisions because she is stuck on self destruct and getting away with a lot of ****. But we're not getting away with it anymore. **** I got myself arrested twice and still she won't stop! **** it's so frustrated I'm so frustrated with myself. My system.