I find it hard to talk about certain subjects. I don't have a problem talking unless my T is not herself. If she is acting different I can't and wont talk to her. I tell her I feel something is off and she is not all there for that session. She is good about telling me what is going on so that I can talk and have a productive session. If a subject is hard to talk about sometimes I will sit there and just stare at her and she asks me if I am ok and says that its ok that I am not talking and I can go at my own pace and asks if there is anything she can do to help. I can not imagine if she scolded me for it. I am sorry that happened to you.