So I was in a super dark place last night. Some of you may have noticed. Anyway, I'm not going to ruminate on that right now. I ended up back at my pdoc's office today & talked to her nurse... again... because she wasn't in her office. I had major diarrhea of the mouth, more so than I have in a loooooong time. The nurse called my pdoc's personal phone with me sitting right there. She got a final answer & called in a prescription for 50 mg of Seroquel. She said to start that tonight along with my Risperdal. She said to give it until Monday to see if this works. If I don't start feeling better (i.e. stabilizing) then call or visit her office again & at that time, we'll have to consider IP. But.... I feel validated that we're trying the Seroquel first. I've been on it before & it helped. Here's to hoping it gets better!