I don't know what happens if I get admitted to the psych ward. This probably sounds like a really stupid question, but do I bring clothes and stuff with me? I really don't want my parents to have to go to my apartment and get stuff because it is such a disaster and it would be hard for them to find anything that is clean. I'm not exaggerating when I say it is chaos in my apartment, or in my head. I can't think clearly, I can't organize myself or my head or my apartment. I feel like I am spinning out of control. Can I bring my crocheting with me? I think this is the end of uni for me. I think I am going to have to withdraw from my program. I am so scared. I don't know what is going to happen to me. I don't know I am going to live. I'm so scared of the process of applying for disability and of not having enough money to pay rent and bills and groceries. I'm so scared.