I usually process my emotions by playing music or exercising. This semester I have no days off. I'm very unmotivated and kind of dragging myself along. I had a massive panic attack at the gym a few days ago and was sent to the ER. I take ZzzQuil to sleep with melatonin because some nights I am so stressed that I can't sleep.

Coworker that I was crushing on for the past month told me she's "openly gay" the other day. Which is complete horse ****. She initiated the flirtiness, I guess she realized I was crushing and decided to put a stop to it. She has let on that she has had issues with an ex, etc. I kinda feel sluggish and down. I know I have a ton of work to do but I am tired mentally and physically.