Wow, I've never seen so much hatred and such a narrow mind. You must be terribly young or immature. I feel sorry for you.

One does not give for the purpose of receiving something in return. One gives b/c they want to. Nothing more.

Sorry your self-esteem hinges on what others will do for you as a repayment. Many people are fundamentally good. No one has the right to judge another, ever.

You complain about others judging you, when you have set yourself on a pedestal that allows you to be the judge of others.

You haven't met many people, that is obvious. If you volunteer to visit some lonely person in a nursing home, you will see gratitude in spades. Just by listening to them, providing a little company.

Try not to be so selfish. It will be your ruin.

I truly am sorry for you.