i went to group and i didnt feel like talking and well... i got pushed to talk. so i said i dont feel like talking today and T said that was ok. at one point the lady on the couch beside me poked me and i did not like that at all. i felt pressured and trapped and everyone was staring at me...after that passed i could feel T staring at me so i looked at him and he touched his ear with a questiony look on his face (i think he was asking if i was hearing voices) so i shook my head no. after group T recognized that i didnt like the focus suddenly shifting to me in group. i felt invaded and when she poked me i just wanted to run away... if i could have dissolved into nothing at that point it would have been fine
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