hey everyone!

This is the first time I've been to this site. I have an eating disorder for about 3 years...but in the last 3 months its gotten a lot worse. I restrict my food intake so much and I keep losing weight. I want to lose weight! but at the same time, I know its not healthy. I keep getting lower and lowe and I'm so scared that my doc is gonna make me go into the hospital....thats even scarier b/c then I know i have to eat and I won't have choices But also, maybe that will be the only way for me to get better, still don't want to.

Just wondering if you can tell me if you were ever put in the hospital...what it was like? did it help? or did you figure out a different way then going into a hospital? and at what weight did they make you go?

Thanks
HB