Its becoming increasingly noticable how much these traits have shaped me.

My main support system of the last few months has been online. I have had friends try and take me out of the house but the anxiety has been unbearable, so I always cancel.

I work alone in constant fear of someone unexpected turning up.

Food has become an escape again recently. I tried drinking again the other night but the following depression and hangover was not worth it at all. I smoke occassionally but its dependent on money.

Depression, sometimes mild but still almost always there. Really dragging me down.