Thanks CosmicRose. One problem for me is the potential for life-threatening depression. I tried to go back to work a few years back and got a job in my previous profession - but just part-time and at a much lower level. The organisation was out of control and dysfunctional and that, along with it maybe being too early for me to go back, meant I had to resign. They actually wouldn't accept my resignation as my resume is really impressive, but I resigned anyway. Then I got reeeally sick with depression - beyond ideation etc. Had to have a big med change etc. So I'll work with my psychiatrist and psychologist to ease into work. But it terrifies me that I won't get a job, won't be able to keep a job, will have to leave a job like I did before, get very mentally sick like before. I'm upset just typing this!