My husband and I are contemplating on getting a divorce it's really hard for both of us the fact that I am bipolar and my husband has pretty much checked out I did mess up one time while married then checked myself in to a mental hospital I've been to two hospitals since then and he has his problems too of steroids and drugs like xanx he works a lot we have a kid im really trying but I do want him to be happy and me be happy again you know I know I'll always have bipolar and I will always be taking medication and trying to be the best mom and wife I can I just don't think its gonna work out it breaks me heart to spilt up but I don't blame him I just want to at least be able to have joined custody I'm trying to be as stable as I can be all I can do is pray I already feel horrible for what I did manic before medicated I can't change the past just the future prayers for me please any advice on divorce ? And is it easier to live by yourself when bipolar ?