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Originally Posted by xxblackrosesxx
I was far too manic to the point of buying lots of alcohol and downing it. I was gone and sick. Now I'm paying for it. My parents got rid of my laptop. I have to save up again for a new one. My mother keeps coming into my room. Calling me selfish, coward etc. I've already tried to take an overdose of one of my tablets and self harmed using a safety pin.I'm such a mess...I just want to die.
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You're drowning in pain and you don't have anyone there for you...I feel so badly for you, there's no words to describe that place your in...but lve been there, I wish I could say something that would make it better. I will say this. Your parents don't understand and its leading them to say somethings so the opposite, you are BRAVE. Your trying desperately to get through it, and THEIR selfishness in not doing more to try to help is actually making you MORE brave.
Just don't give up, it will get better. It may take a while, but it will...you can be happy in life, you will be, one day. For now, just keep going, you need to, you can. Don't deny yourself a chance to be loved and special to the right person or people by taking yourself out.
I pray for you hope and that light at the end of the tunnel comes soon.