Hi yes sorry. Last week we only briefly touched in on it again. By this point I was already in the early stages of dissociation so talking at all was tricky. I basically told him that the drawings I had been bringing over the last few weeks summed up my desires in their totality. (I'm sure I uploaded one to another thread, if it's still on my phone I'll attach it here). So he was happy that for now having SEEN what I fantasise is enough, and we can go back to it in a bit when thing are less intense. This felt like he really understood the difficulties, we held hands for a bit at the end for some reconnection.
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