This ones gona be a little long.
I feel very depressed right now....I need help because I have no idea what to do.
My mother( in my opinon) may have some issues...Shes always accusing my father of cheating on her, (although there is NO proof) She keeps tryin to find proof to make me think hes evil though, I'm kinda unsure of he is or not but the yelling is driving me crazy. Some people say she has paranoia disorder, or somthing like that. She sometimes think i'm helping my dad do the bad things to her. Such as hiding her things and then make them appear again. things ilke shoes medicine etc. Her family is very supportive of her and incorage her that my father is evil. Her brother a pastur. tells her that my father does not love her anymore. He told my father that if he does this to mom God wont forgive him and he will recieve coincequences. Dad sometimes cries..Sometimes mom is really normal, She acts like she loves dad very much. She makes him breakfast and when dad seem to not feel well she gets worried. The suspicion from her is on and off. I cry secretly i used to try to help my mom find out thigns bout dad. sometimes she believes hes not cheating and other times i duno maybe someone she talked to she start believing again. now i just dont care, i stand on neither side. I want this to end. I've thought of doing extreme things but always decide not to because I'm afraid. Now i'm afraid if i will get worst. But thats not the problem..how can i help my mom. SHe wont devorce dad because she thinks he will steal all the money. my dad is trapped. mom is in pain. I feel like i'm in hell..and sometimes when things are normal..its like heaven. please help
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