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I just don’t care anymore. I had to relocate for work a year ago to a totally different climate and population area. I lost my therapist and a Saturday morning coffee person I could talk to about almost anybody. Where I’m at the therapy is totally different and so impersonal. I’ve stopped taking my meds because they seem to not help. I stopped going to therapy because it seemed worthless and I didn’t like the therapist. I now hate my job. I am in pain all the time in my feet, legs and now one of my hands. I can’t relax and just eat drink and sleep to hide in. I even bought a new large recliner to relax in and can’t even do that. I just wish I was dead. Not suicidal but just wish I was dead. I try to get back to the state I was in before moving but just seem to not be able to.
Last edited by bluekoi; Sep 20, 2015 at 09:58 PM.
Reason: Add trigger icon.
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