Hey ya Moon...

I can relate to the hobbies thing. My guitar is gathering dust (my excuse is I've misplaced both tuner and pitch pipes), and my gym membership's been used once since May...

I'm still working on how to fix that, if I do will let you know!

I'm sorry you're feeling down, I think I understand how you feel (as much as someone else can ever understand anyway). Keep posting if it helps you, and PM if you want.