I know exactly what you mean. There is never any quiet time going on upstairs. I think that is why we are so highly intelligent compared to the norms. They can shut it off, where we are bouncing from one idea to the next.
I work full time, but have four days off during the week. Due to the fact that I can't just sit on my ***** all day because I just can't mentally sit there so I have a list that I make every week. I have everything planned. I try not to do this, but I just have to. The bad part is me stressing to get everything done, but on the flip side I'm constantly busy. Unfortunately I can't sit idle. Just wanted to let you know it's the BP mind, your not alone.
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OCD
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Meds
Seroquel 200mg
Lamictal 400mg
Propranolol 10mg am
Xanax Er 1mg am/pm
Clonidine 0.3mg
We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have
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