This is my first post and I never even knew that this exsisted or I would have co.e here before I got to this point... I am really considering killing myself... My family doesn't believe the doctors when they say I need help so I never got help... They have been told that for 5 years. I just can not deal with life anymore... I do not want to live any longer
None of my family would miss my anyway... They tell me that I and a **** starter, I make everyone unhappy, and if my family gets in a fight and breaks apart that it will be my fault. So obviously that won't miss me... The only person that might is my fiancé but she will move on. So I have no reasons to stay here