I have to go back to my therapist ... its been a while and I feel like a failure but I'm also really tired of everyone saying how strong and confident I am, I am afraid and I feel weak and I just wish someone would see that. I feel like I really need someone to just really accept me for who and where I am right now ... I am not a failure I know that, I'm just really struggling right now but I almost have another day under my belt, and I know I have a little bit of hope growing again.
Julie