Hey, I never thought hope was so important till I didn't have any. It is so hard to find anything to hold on to but I found I would force myself to look outside and count 3 things, sometimes it was the sun or rain or clouds or whatever, but something I could be thankful for ... it seemed pointless at the time but somehow that did help my mind focus on something real. I have hope for you and that is the hope I have to hold on to for me tonight. Stay strong, you are not alone ... Julie