It's been a week. I'm a lot worse.
I bought a pack of cigarettes because I ripped up a pack and threw it away yesterday. I said that I don't like lying to my mom. Cigarettes make me a bit euphoric though.
Took 4mg Cogentin because I was trying not to take it but the akathesia is bad. Especially that I don't have Concerta for today until tomorrow idk
Bit suicidal thinking because I'm so isolated.
I think that my mood is primarily based on my environment.
I'm going to bed..
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